Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I hate You PCOS
Do ya ever just wake up really really hating soemthing so bad? I mean i dislike PCOS on a daily basis but today I just really hate it! Ever since the miscarriage my hormones have not gotten back to normal. My face looks like a teenager going thorugh puberty. Sad things is my face wasn't even this bad then! The hair on my head is thinning. I was looking back at my wedding shower pics at how clear my face was and how much body I had to my hair. Now it's super flat and wont even hold a curl or a hair clip! Then there's the other hair. Hair that isn't supposed to be there. Also I am tired all the time. I am not depressed. Just tired. Seems that 8 hours isnt enough. But then again it doesnt help that I get elbowed all night long from my husband. Speaking of him you have to hear what he said to me when I complained about shaving my face! " Now you know how much I hate shaving." Um.... women have to shave their legs and underarms. That wasn't enough knowledge on the subject already? I guess it serves me right? Um I am not supposed to know what that's like....ugh I wanted to rip him a new one but I decided not to get my mood in a swing. Clomid does enough of that for me.